Nine of Wands

Keywords- insecurity, fears, panic, safeguard, shielding

Appearance-

This card appears with a man standing and he has wall wands lined together, this appears as if he has built the wall to protect himself. To protect oneself he is doing also points out somewhere that he is scared somewhere inside and so has done this.
There are mountainous area behind him which shows he might be scared of uncertainty.

Meaning-

This card coming up in your reading shows that you are scared of something or you were scared of something in your past due to which you have built a wall where people cannot reach you, just so that they cannot harm you. You might have already seen tough times or perhaps injured or hurt in these circumstances. This is why you have built the protective wall. But this might no longer be the case, in present there doesn't seem any danger beyond the wands and so it shows that there is no danger in the present. You have just made this as a place for you to feel safe. This wall might be now creating problems for you to 'open out' and mix with people.

Your hurts or physical problems in the pat might have made you too cautious or precautious. You scare at even the drop of a pin and examine each and every grain of sand that comes to you. You need to let go off this attitude of yours. It is just blocking your progress.

This also shows that your fears and panics have blocked your creative abilities such that you cannot act freely whenever you want. This might be also pointing out that you are missing out prospects for your career or opportunities for improving your abilities.

This also shows insecurity and doubts or distrust towards oneself. When something external is dangerous your shield can protect you, but when you are afraid of your own decisions, dreams, or thought pattern then who is going to help you? You need to trust upon yourself. Trust upon oneself itself builds a layer around us to help us protect from outside dangers.

You might he tired, worn-out and in a terrible condition yet you protect yourself and are standing your grounds just so that your task completes. This card also asks you to be more steadfast.

Reverse-

The reverse of this card shows that you might be endangered but you dont feel this or care about this and so walk about freely. It also shows that you dont even carry necessary precautions when needed. You might fall into danger sometimes.

You also might be surrounded by some hidden dangers either from people or environmental that are not appearing right now, but you are susceptible to get hurt by them.

This card might also show your self destructive nature that you have developed, you already might be having health problems yet you dont care about it and are going into more such situation that would hurt you.

You might give up at the last moment when you are about to win, just wait and have a little more patience.
You might be panicking in vain, you might have forgotten to build a safety for you.
Also dont forget to check regularly as to all your important work related things are safe or not.